Archive for December, 2005

I couldn’t sleep and was up already half past 5 in the morning. I came to the computer to play some games , totally stupid games with no goals, meaning, significance – nothing but waste of time.

While I played I was trying to make the voices in my head stop. I’m going through discussions from a couple of months ago, some meanings from there and a couple of others from here… what I should have said instead, I should have noticed this and I should have commented that, and now… I might have made them understand, I might have made a difference… and then I made the connection. The games we play… all social communication is games.

Just as I am wasting my time playing the stupid net games, I’m wasting my time while “discussing” with people who are not going to “get it”. Of course it would be nice to win the game, manage through all the levels and… yes. What does that makes me? I’m the Lady of Cubis! Yeah! And? Of course it would be nice to have “won” the discussion and have made all understand what I’m trying to say. And?

Dr. Phil says “Do you want to be right or do you want to be happy ?” I want to be happy. If people want to be stupid and continue believing all the idiotic things they believe, even when the alternative is there, then let them be stupid. I can’t make the choice for them, how much I ever want to. It’s a free life and we all make our own choices. And after all, it isn’t as if I never made bad choices and believed in stupid things. One can be a good person even with a couple of idiotic ideas. 😉

Yesterday was the Nobel day. I think it’s something great. Someone died and left his fortune to be given to people who have made a difference in the world – a difference to the better. Nobel is known for dynamite, but the Nobel prize – that’s mental dynamite. (I’m sure Nobel didn’t bother trying to convert the ignorant, uneducated and stupid by futile games.)

The economy prize went to people who used “game theory ” to understand the national sociological problems…

Hugs to all and good mid-December.


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I celebrate Yule. The birthday of Light. If you want to call the Light “Jesus” or “Christ”, you do that. It doesn’t matter to me.

I see Mother Goddess in every nativity scene with the baby Sun God, with the golden rays surrounding His head, just as Sun God has always been depicted. For me this is so natural, self evident and obvious, that I don’t even mind most of the Xmas carols.

Ever wondered why Joseph has so little if any role in the nativity scene? Ever wondered why people cannot even agree on whether Joseph was old or young? He just doesn’t have any significance, it’s all about the Mother and the Child.

So Yule is the festivity of Sun God. Sun God’s colors are red, gold, white, yellow and orange. All the citrus fruits are dedicated to Sun God, which means that bringing oranges (which are especially “dangerous”, being round and orange) in to your home, you are building an altar to Sun God. Do I mind? Of course not.

Stars, as we all know, are suns as well (at least most of them). So decorating with stars is just to remind of the real reason of the season; birth of Sun God. Stars also have other associations to me. Goddess Astraea, the Starry One, is the Goddess of peace and justice. Many other Pagan Deities use the starry skies in the Midwinter time to spread the message of co-operation, communication, listening – peace and silence. People have used the stars as illustrations and memory aid to stories, and stories bring us together, makes us listen to other people instead of our own voice, fears and prejudices – stories teach us the important things in world, ethics, morals, values, attitudes. So also the color of night sky isn’t “safe”.

And if anyone wonders about the TRUE meaning of Xmas; love, peace, joy and justice, I can tell you that these are not especially Xian values. Scandinavia has called in Yule Peace several thousand years. Yule tide, Midwinter Blot, was the time of coming together and dealing with juridical and governmental matters, so the peace was very important. After dealing with the matters the king ordered a huge party filled with warmth, good food, joy and merriment. (But the peace had to be kept – every kind of disturbance of the peace was punished extra hard at this time). So even before we knew anything about the “new God”, we celebrated Yule as the tide of love, peace, joy and justice. And there’s absolutely nothing wrong with these universal values. If you wish to call the Xian, do so, but just remember that these values existed long before Xianity.

Candles, lanterns and all the other places you lit a fire, all these are sympathethic magic. We are lighting candles to remind us of the light, and reminding Goddess of Her promise to bring the sun back after winter.

“Xmas tree” is a Pagan tradition as well. So calling it a Xmas tree is… er… well, let’s say that it doesn’t change the significance. Do I mind? Not at all. LOL The Xians spread Pagan evangelium all over the world, why would I mind? Evergreen trees have always been the Goddess’ promise of that the world isn’t dead, there’s hope and life is just sleeping. Sun will return, the snow will melt, spring will come and the nature will be green once again. So – when I see the wintergreens and winter blossoming flowers, I am reminded of this promise. Do I mind? Not at all. Please, use a lot of greens, especially holly and ivy. The mistletoe is especially Pagan. Kissing under the mistletoe is praying to Goddess of love. And not using the wintergreens isn’t helping at all – because the color green is enough.

Santa Claus is originally Pagan God. Hello, reindeers?
“Thor was the god of the peasants and the common people. He was represented as an elderly man, jovial and friendly, of heavy build, with a long white beard. His element was the fire, his color red. The rumble and roar of thunder were said to be caused by the rolling of his chariot, for he alone among the gods never rode on horseback but drove in a chariot drawn by two white goats (called Cracker and Gnasher). He was fighting the giants of ice and snow, and thus became the Yule-god. He was said to live in the “Northland” where he had his palace among icebergs. By our pagan forefathers he was considered as the cheerful and friendly god, never harming the humans but rather helping and protecting them. The fireplace in every home was especially sacred to him, and he was said to come down through the chimney into his element, the fire. (Guerber, H.A. Myths of Northern Lands. New York: American Book Company, 1895, p. 61)”

Gifts have been a usual way of celebrating the New Year all over the world. It has usually been new clothes and some money. The Romans and the Germans celebrated Midwinter as their New Year, so the habit of giving gifts at “Xmas” time is very Pagan indeed.

Some Xians will say that myrrha and frankincense are pure Xian symbols, but they are not. Of course not. The Romans and Greek offered these things and other good smelling insences to Gods – so, decorate your home with scented candles and you invite the Pagan Gods to your home with the fume. Cinnamon, frankincense, what ever.

The same goes with everything about Xmas. A true Xian does not celebrate Xmas. There’s nothing Xian in Xmas. I have to say that calling it Xmas – with the “crossing out Jesus” meaning some Xians seem to have to it – sounds like the only honest name.

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The Reason for the Season magnify

In Scandinavia there’s a tv-show every year, called “Yule Calendar” – A program with 24 episodes made for children, and they show one episode every day of December until Xmas Eve, which is The Xmas here in Scandinavia.

So – here’s my advent calendar 🙂 I hope to get here every day and write a little something to celebrate every day till Yule, Xmas, Chanukkah, Kwanzaa, or what ever you celebrate in late December.

Let’s start with the history of Xmas.

Here’s History Channel’s Story of Xmas

History of Xmas

History of Christmas – another story

The reason for the season is not at all Jesus , the Jews didn’t even celebrate birthdays and Jesus wasn’t born in winter either… Midwinter day, Winter Solstice, has been an important day for the human kind all over the world, the birthday of light. The Xianity Xened the celebration, because we love Yule, Xmas, Midwinter Blot, Saturnalia – the Midwinter Feast, because it is a celebration of family, love, light and warmth in the dark and cold season. All the so called “Xian values” existed long before Jesus and Xianity, and I hate it when people claim common, general property to be theirs alone. I don’t care what other people do as long as they don’t steal, cheat and lie. So – when someone tells you that “the reason for the season is Jesus”, say “for you, perhaps.”

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